Repent, Detach Disaster then No Longer be Cheap
People want to tell you how to live. That’s
a fact--if one cannot see it he’s so “well-adapted” he’s lost the vision of
freedom. Genius must be free in
order to realize his destiny of due recognition and remuneration. This
means free of invading elements or the expectation to socially adapt. Realized genius is
simply someone who has learned to manage human relations--to carve out his way
letting no one dissuade. Old style psychology obtusely tells the client what he
should want and how he should adapt to society. This psychology in contrast
elicits from the patient what he really wants and gives him the tools to solve all
other questions through his own inner journey.
The most important
word genius must learn is
world is filled with miserable YES people doing what they don’t want just to
gain approval. Look around to those you meet--do you sense a desolate darkness,
a watered-down wasteland? That’s the face of a yes-man. He’s filled
with frustration but has adapted against his true wishes for so many years he
doesn’t realize it. He becomes passive-aggressive--a “nice guy” who shows
his anger by being late, not calling, standing you up etc. Frustration
always leads to aggression and it will come out sooner or later on the weakest
We are a
generation who have perfected phoniness, serving another God--the social
world--who will kills us. Those who care what others think have lost all
direction in life, as their mood changes
with whomever was last spoken to or what someone “said.” A moody person is
an outer-directed person and the outer-directed become moody as substances and
people invade the temple and mind. If you’re going nowhere any road
will take you there. As he becomes unknowingly contaminated he can no
longer distinguish between his thoughts and the group’s. Extreme outer
direction was the Nazi campaign as social hypnotism justified evil, or anorexic systems where the group mind substitutes for
NOSY OLD PSYCHOLOGY
officiously objects to the inner journey as it cannot be controlled or talked
to. It mysteriously belongs to the person alone and does not abide outside
interference. This the “psyche pro”
cannot stand. He wants you to compete with him on his turf--your insistence to be alone within your
boundaries means he’s lost for his theories and curiosities cannot go there. If
one wants to stay home so his adaptive energy can be focused on the project at
hand society rebels for it looks like social anxiety or “missing out” on what
they have to offer.
If a genius is
not strong enough to stave off aggression from family or society he could easily
find himself sided against and then even institutionalized. Lone
non-social females in Nazi Germany were often put in concentration camps--on no
other evidence than the dossiers of suspicious neighbors. One needs
strength to forge ahead so the unique blueprint can evolve on its own accord.
Learning how to deal with people and their coercions is the pivotal point
determining the rise or the fall of genius.
Genius is simple
like a child
Disease and aging
come from obstruction. Freedom and de-aging come from elimination.
Genius must be an ageless child: creative, clean, carefree. Like Einstein
he must be “mild, saintly and sober.” This ageless state comes from
released obstruction. Once clean and clear he becomes more creative with
each decade up until the moment of death and continues to peel back to the birth
symbol, the unspoiled seed potential of who he is. What freedom! How
sad to be blocked by nosy do-gooders whose “concern” could destroy a destiny.
The roadmap to the power of real royal reign is human management and trusting
obstruction is just useless baggage to be eliminated for progress to continue.
The body/mind is a flexible energy field. When clear we feel ecstatic as energy
goes through us finding its true mark in the world. Mental
contamination--social infection--chokes talent, darkens the aura and denses the
field. It completely clouds creative clout--the charisma which would
win every time. When happy we have a transparent glow. When clogged or
contaminated we are opaque--a dead dry brick--as the eyes glaze over. If you’ve
ever been held down you may remember the relief of separation. That’s the
feeling of self-return! After being so belittled, misquoted and told what to
feel, want and think it will feel so good to just avoid.
we actually vibrate with a delightful electrical sensation. As energy flows our
psychology--where we block--determines how our body looks as well as all else.
For example, bio-energetically when women block (or allow others to block) their
self-expression that energy stops at the waist and the hips and thighs bulge.
But if clear the body streamlines and there is a mysterious undercurrent that
magnetizes and heals those we meet in a contagion of enlightenment. The
mind fizzles with creative thought and joy. But if again blocked through
sin or people we miss the mark and relapse into the “bad act” or even dumber
mistakes. The synapses are caulked so creative energy warps in error and
People and habits drain energy. Without ecstatic jubilance
there can be no champion, but with repentance there's an explosive creative
release into a brand new life. In an instant the miseries are gone and the
old cycle ends just as the new one begins. Since it was people and habits
which maintained bad memories, the past and its awful recall are gone forever
and jubilance (true freedom) is here.
GENIUS IS PURE
Transcending Cultural Neuroses (The Herd)
are powerful, the sinners are weak. The public speaker whose private life
is impure will bore or irritate the audience, for the anointing of God won’t be
there and the extreme self-consciousness coming from sin will destroy his
talent. Clothes, looks, fame and fortune won’t work--its only the power of
anointed genius which speaks to the collective unconscious. Only this evokes
subconscious analogies bringing true insight and change. What happens in
our private lives has everything to do with our public life.
One must have nothing to do with the secular world.
Since it is opposite to the True Self it will always infect with low
self-esteem. Are you young or old? Male or female? Rich or
poor? A fit or a misfit? These dichotomies and stereotypes are the
cultural neurosis, the herd. For everyone these will trigger intense
self-doubt and fear at some point in life. Whenever you feel doubt, fear
or low self-esteem: check the environment--did someone bring the herd in?
Sanctify your home (your power-base and insulation from the world) and make it
your monastery: now join the spirit of victory.
SYSTEMS THEORY AND GENIUS
insanity is a mal-adaptation to a particular culture or system. Later it is
triggered interactionally. Someone can be normal when alone but sick when
involved due to flimsy boundaries. These are the hypersensitives easily hurt
by contradictions, manipulations and the leveling processes that keep people
“ordinary.” The mature genius has learned how to manage people who want to
manage him and resolving these boundary disputes are the mainstay of his
mechanisms which make you conform--the glue of groups, the
tribal instinct--are taken-for-granted as “normal” by less sensitives who can
“get along with people” or “pass go.” The current line of thought--the herd
mentality--is assumed to be truth or the way the world “works.” Groupies demand
we see reality that way--a severe invasion of boundaries and the reason genius
secludes in his own niche: to avoid misjudgment and strife.
The herd makes two kinds of people sick:
the anxious-misfit-turned-conformist and the herd member who has become
dull, dimmed and ordinary from so much adaptation. He’s worn the mask for so long he’s a
stranger to his True Self. Only the people living with him know
who he really is--what he has become, this split being. Come home--leave the split, go to spirit.
Both the misfit and the conformist are lost: the would-be genius nervously
trying to belong and the jaded dull groupie. Only the True Self sits in
the light--the pure symbol God designed--and all else is dark.
Both types mal-adapt to the mixed signals in society and in both cases energy is
blocked and inner reality impoverished.
At one time the great genius
Beethoven lived in a small town filled with small-minded hate for him.
Children would mock and beat him up as he walked by. He could not
distinguish between his reality and their projections so he took it all on and
became a derelict in his appearance (while simultaneously writing his greatest
concerts in his flat). Its very hard not to take on the
projections of others. The fact that Beethoven did great work in spite of it
all was a mark of his inner strength. But most mature genius learns to
insulate from even the possibility of taking it on, for guarding the
anointing of the creative spirit is the utmost concern! This is true
humility--for genius knows how easily he can lose that power.
It is the most energetically creative who become
the worst when dropping self to adapt to society. If we clamp down on self
to guard against misjudgment, our behavior is “warped”
as every thing is said and done for the wrong reasons. True genius comes
from the heart fresh or it warps in error. Can he learn to ignore harsh
hostility and just do his work? For that is his only protection: staying
high above the multitudes.
He fights--he loses. For most this means staying alone
until success, which is now able to occur. Don’t forget: mediocrity brings
confirmation while true genius brings massive opposition particularly in these
days of brainless entertainment and a severely dumbed-down public school
system. He cannot forbear a vulgar prostitution of talent for true genius is
good taste while immaturity degrades with vulgarity (to get approval of the
mindless mob). It’s hard to watch the gross and compromising get acceptance
while the fine and excellent truth is shunned!
UNIQUE GENIUS BRINGS
limited by anything which channels or constrains it. Genius cannot be
burdened with social inhibitions necessary to tow the line. He
cannot “fit” the social dance for on every level of the hierarchy--eighty-five
percent of which is nonverbal--he is disqualified. From eye-blinks to
posture he’s a misfit: too different, odd and socially deviant.
Others get used to the ordinary, the sameness of most people and so may react
vehemently to these differences.
The genius is sensitive
to this harshness and rejection and so may try to gain social favor by
“learning” belonging styles. Being of the same culture he knows how people
like himself are viewed and tries everything to adapt, to conform, to banish his
hideous stigma. But the more he tries to gain social favor the more
hideous he becomes--so far removed from the rich spontaneity of the True Self.
The more dense the herd (limiting, stereotypic, non-creative) the more
The unique genius
deserving of fame creates shame instead if he needs social approval which
punishes the unique. Energy is either turned outward to creative
self-expression or inward to creative self-destruction. Because it often
mal-adapts through addiction--thus losing it’s talent as well as it’s
sanity--true genius is rare. It is killed off early either by the leveling
processes of the herd or by addictive mal-adaptations.
The herd mentality
can be so brutal that successful methods of avoiding social anxiety can be very
addicting. The exhaustion from overcoming obstacles to
selfhood often ends in death through suicide or drugs. The mundane herd
reality--the obstacles to creativity and the “ordinarization” of the person--is
overwhelming to the sensitive who finds he can only create his own personal
reality in the face of it through mind-altering chemicals. As he becomes
progressively more dependent his solitude ends in death. Lost genius
is the greatest casualty of the mundane.
GENIUS POTENTIAL LIES DORMANT
Genius is everyone’s birthright but it is only a dormant
potential--a “surplus potential developed in problems areas.” It is
developed from overcoming obstacles after which it naturally blossoms into
maturity. All animals have seed potentials and unique genius is ours.
Genius is born of obstructive obstacles but matures only through moral
purification--by eliminating the addictive coping devices dealing with ridicule,
rejection and necessary reclusion. This feeling of being a "stranger
in a strange land"--the gut feeling of being abandoned and lost--is a result of
this separation from the True Self, not just society.
face-to-face interactions, original
behaviors have been punished in the
family, the social network and the public. Nonverbal slights and rebuffs
may not be consciously acknowledged but underground the gut and heart churns
shame, fear and grief. Little does the genius realize he may be far superior to the
others--who have long since stunted their growth in order to belong--to maintain
dependency in fear of loneliness. Hyper-sensitives show a “genius gene”: hyper-sensitivity to
contradiction. This leads them to
great breakthroughs in the arts and sciences: landmark works which smash
through silly precedents and myths. But this sensitivity also means they
end up alone, in a desire for sweet saintly solitude.
RISING THROUGH RECTITUDE
sufficient force to transcend the power of social constraints, the genius must
have self-assurance and certitude of Who He Is and that He Is Right. Then he
can go fast forward to perfect success--world revolution in his field. This
kind of self-assured certitude only comes from moral rectitude--of knowing
he is right. The same energy plunging to shame becomes fame as the worst
becomes the best in this transformation of energy.
This is the fine
of energy transmutation: By giving up social needs and secluding and then
repenting of mal-adaptive coping devices [sin] the aspirant purifies his energy
and insulates his mind against mental contamination and manipulation. He takes
his eyes off the herd and puts them on work and world. What a glorious
relief: now things are easy and joyous as he attracts admirers to team his
Life has many seasons. One season is
destroyed by people and vices used to dull the pain of life, but in a later
season one separates from these wasteful sins and associations and sanctifies
his life instead. Now free he can just do his work for the
world. Refocused and recharged he transcends social approval and gains
real world recognition. The very behaviors bringing ridicule in early
life become the means, talents and tools of Victory.
Though genius is born in problematic soil it flourishes only in non-problematic
soil: in eliminating the nosy busybodies he comes to maturity, out of
SOCIETY IS SENSELESS
only make sense of society by realizing it makes no sense: Then wisdom
arrives. Note the following Bible passages: “Only he who hateth the world
shall gain eternal life….they love only their own--the others they despise…they
hated me before they hated you…only God is good.” Or as Jesus said to the
church leaders, priests and scribes (who later killed him): “Pharisees,
hypocrites. You’re outside is beautiful but inside you are dead men’s bones and
all uncleanliness…all your doings are to be seen of men.” Jesus hated hypocrisy
the most. Insanity comes from adapting to hypocrisy by going blind to it.
Once we become blind to it, we are it!
is the perversion of tribalism, the leveling process destroying creative action
and growth. It’s an automatic rejection of the novel, the unique: and so genius
learns to expect and avoid harshness. If genius can learn to insulate to
develop on his own accord, his talents and skills can evolve through purity
until his time has come. Otherwise genius dies early from addictions-to-cope
with the constant stress of misjudgment.
Genius is the unique flowering of the
very peculiarities the world puts down. His early life is smashed in collision with
the world forces that disdain these differences. If he accepts their
view the addictive devices become traps of ruin. Genius doesn’t fit, so he must get
strong to make a way or break a path. He is meant to make a peculiar
difference and amazing new dent as God’s “peculiar treasure” and true delight.
The preparation is overcoming obstacles, the reward is world success and
justified remuneration. Genius is evoked and evolves in the problem—but only
gets the prize by overcoming it.
No first-class soldier gets entangled in the enemy’s ways and traditions.
We are entangled: There’s a perfect path for each man but we can’t get to it roped to
the stake of society--or the past. We must live a holy life--meaning a separated life.
To prosperously hum along in our own stream Jesus said “come out from amongst
them [separate] and I shall give you great favor.” To overcome the
powerful world constraints to genius we must strengthen a vessel free of all
doubt by clearing out these deadening blocks:
The more genius
the potential saint, the more extreme their highs and lows. That's what
makes them finally come to blows: how badly do they want success which rests on
consistency? The time has come never to fail or be seen as a fool again!
dense mal-adaptor has constant mood swings covered over by a social image to
appear constant. The inner conflict between who he is and who he says
he is creates vicious changes of mood and cruel--though “polite”--explosions
onto other people.
are bio-devices to relieve stress and are also masked through an image of
“niceness” (“polite cruelties”). It is these contradictions which drive
genius mad. This contradictory matrix and the resulting insanity mark the
crowded conditions of the modern (non-natural) world of man. If in fear we
let social anxiety hitch us up to others we lose our own reality where the bliss
is and then wonder “why am I always so tired?” What holds us down?
Other people. When down look only to future glory--persist on the inner
journey to the Self and trust only God.
be having a wonderful day moving point-to-point in your own little
cornucopia—puttering, pondering, petting your animals, playfully creating. Then
someone arrives and debates against your life. You’ve suddenly gone from light
to dark. Now you’ve experienced what the Indians did with the incursion of the
white man and all his legalistic dogmas and “shoulds.” You’ve not yet
learned to simply nip it in the bud: “I don’t want to debate--live and let
live.” Then you could have stayed happily bathed in light. Instead
you “got involved” on their level, went dense and woke up irritable. Stand
strong! If not strong enough to block the blockers you’ll
mal-adapt through sin.
strong person is even subtly or politely insulted he says “NO” and moves away
from the interaction. A weak person--made dense by previous systems--is
actually hooked to the toxic dominance. The unfinished business from the past compels him
to work to change the rejection or rebuff. The rejecter looms large as he
needs his approval more [STOCKHOLM SYNDROME]. He keeps himself down at this point by
looking up to people rather than God.
Although people were his problem he
becomes a people-worshipper. And thus he is a perfect complement to the Zvengali
who keeps self-esteem low to maintain the relationship. His biggest
problem is asking for advice when only God’s advice matters: Unsuitable advice--people’s advice--will never
hit the mark for God’s ways are higher than man’s and the genius blueprint can
never be mapped out nor predicted by another.
They're a brick wall so don't expect approval from the herd. Self-esteem is the only way to illumination and reaching the goal: it’s an
ego-less life just between you and God. It’s this divine relationship which
gives you self-esteem--not a person, lest a Zvengali relationship easily
develop. Self-esteem can’t be faked for the false will always fail.
It’s this point of ego-less purity that precedes success. If total
aloneness brings panic and one calls or slips (into bad) the gold ring is lost
again, perhaps for good.
Don’t worry if
old systems leave your scene--your new growth disrupts their comfort zone! And
asking for their advice is a sure sign you’re “not there” yet. By
refusing entanglement in the world and its values you’re offering yourself
to God. “Be not conformed--be ye transformed.” Overcome the world by
going beyond it, to walk with God as you work and win. Let Him get a
hold of your whole mind so your life proves what is good. Leave nothing
out as you relate to Him. God’s will is the best for you, your will is
mediocre and the will and advice of other people is useless.
WORLD SPLITS IN TWO
The world explodes into two potentialities:
a spiraling down to the same old ruts or a new heaven on earth through the
agency of true genius-now-revealed. One must decide between world and God--to
go back down, or be catapulted up. The natural unfolding of the universe is like
cells which always divide between higher
consciousness and those choosing to stay (in the status quo). The earth is
split between the old and the new. The old won’t realize anything but its
own chaos and pain while you will have instantaneous ascendance just by
repentance, rejecting the relentless and regaining the anointing.
Do you have the
courage to just trust God and let all the old go or stay down and listen to your
“friends”? There is no more time to vacillate from momentary enlightenment
to the doldrums. You must now stay steady. Don’t be surprised as the
world rips away from you--God wants you to heal so deal with present pain
by looking ahead: think futuristically.
geniuses have not suffered early rejection. With this background they wear
their peculiarity on their sleeve: Tremendous guilt and shame remains-“maybe I
am bad, a criminal, too-sad, perhaps mad…” He shuts down emotionally and wears
the armor of a porcupine. It doesn’t help to tell the victim: “your early
rejection is a sign of their inability to love rather than your unlovability.”
After early rejection the social order becomes more important to him than what
he wants as the rejection is unfinished business seeking social
correction. Instead. truly
correct it through the development of talent, forgetting social approval and
seeking God’s instead.
problem of early rejection is magnified when in order to belong we banish our
own liberty which could enlighten the world. Staying alone to evolve
and prepare is very important to the world: The result of self-work is charm
and taste--two traits very lacking in everyday man who mistakenly thinks the
liberty to be is actually the liberty to sin. Thinking he is “liberated”
he substitutes lust-enslavement for true independence.
Peace-liberty-enlightenment only comes by being your True Self, revealed only in
purity. When God’s spirit is refracted to the social--which occurs in many
churches--there is much trouble as genius (intended as the true reflection of
Statue of Liberty is not a symbol of domination but of power!
Every human being can have victory as a genius child of God when free of
bondage--the worst being mimicry of silly trends. All other illusions of “liberty” are lies.
Get free and just do your work in happy harmony, not the pain of
pettiness. This revival looks forward to the harvest, the ultimate
goal of the changes of spring--as Genius Gets Up Again. Oh lukewarm and
lonely genius--revival restores! Just set your mind on things above so
that things below go strangely dim.
Forget your fair-weather friends--for “happy is
the man whose mind is stayed on Him.”
Then happy will be your work hours as you seek the unsought and teach the
untaught. Like a lightening flash creative insight will come forth to dent
the earth--the searing light of God’s truth in your work. Along with hard
work and perseverance you will have your Great Reward: here on earth, and
ORDER IN SOLITUDE
God, isolation can be more terrible than
sleeping on ice. If in sin it suffocates with loneliness and creates
insanity. But with purity-in-God it’s exhilarating as you appreciate
beauty as never before. Reveling in freedom the mind escapes time and
distance. A fine thing to feel the mind go voyaging through space:
This mind transport blows out all the circuits of early rejection. Now
just stay put, fast and avoid all old sins and systems.
If it’s only the fast
which brings on this consciousness then you must fast daily. Solitude will
change your life so you can come back freshly endowed with new powers and make
your amazing new dent. The older family scapegoat said “suddenly all my
persecutors were finally gone. I couldn’t believe how good I felt.
The lifelong block dissolved I instantly attracted world success for
the things I had worked for all my life.”
In solitude (liberty) new schemes are developed to increase the
content of the minutes and hours. By doing things systematically the biggest
variety of sensory input is provided and the mind soon becomes universally
receptive--everywhere at all times. As this fascinating journey continues
to increase we cannot tolerate too-much social stimulation and all work habits
and isolation are geared to keep stable the brain’s arousal. Suddenly our
lives go from casual to formal: no more drop-ins, just appointments.
It’s a gold mine only in purity: for if twisted in sin we are separated from God
(total darkness) and automatically fall in with lower associates. Work to
please God, not people.
Karen Kellock Ph.D.
Make peace with your family
situation by seeing the system and finally letting it go--along with all toxic
templates thereafter. Reject all agitators: as denial lifts
you’ll see them all around. Reject the bars and reach for the stars.
Instead of praying to God to “make something happen” you must ask: “where
from? The outer world? It only dulls.” Just pray and wait for happenings
inside---then the outer world becomes your oyster.