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"When I left he didn't realize it, always watching TV. It's a real addiction. Not me I want my Destiny, that's my predilection."
THIS WAS RAY
sisters, husbands, friends and neighbors
The wrong person can inspire fear in you. That’s your inner instinct crying out against possible destruction--your solar plexus feeling powerless. For as the bible says “faith in an unstable man is like living on quicksand.” Though you may be dulling your instincts to avoid this recognition your gut churns fear and grief about what you know down deep. It’s more than a peep when the fine is disgusted by the cheap. A person doesn’t have to be a creep to cause you inner trouble (a heap). Your soul to keep, a harvest to reap, a good nights sleep—all depends on the clean-sweep of lower elements for their rocky road is steep. Don’t be blind sheep: take the giant leap so your life can take an upsweep. You must listen to what your body says--are you snorting, stuffing, smoking or sipping down your fear-recognitions? You’re destined for the trash-heap.
Born on Boulder Hill in La Mesa. Karen: "Freedom from constraints brings irresistible force: we are now open to the universe, impeccable warriors". "The sick system was so bad but now that I've seen through the cad I'm the new fad" "I miss my mother and the home life she created as a child. It was only cultural demoralization making me wild"
I was born white in very fortunate circumstances. I was in a haze, my conformist consciousness nothing to amaze. In my twenties I broke through the maize: I was now an INDIAN. What does this mean? Why does it mean sheen? What is it about the lily-white system that was mean? On this page I will investigate the scene. I'm looking back over this life half of which was crying in response to "white" society, the other half a happy Indian Lady in the desert sun with my superfoods, superherbs, musica, yoga, walking, cats and dogs. This is enjoying my " Indian heritage" of living in the right brain with no "people pain" without refrain. Simultaneously, I moved back to my own cabin, into paradise--my own thing no more "white-washed" man's sting. I'm so happy to have found myself once more: It took a year and many a tear after this sordid fling.
This is my most recent pic-strip about this:
SICK SYSTEMS with the WRONG MAN
your encouragement brought out ego (like King Lear)
Only those closest know the truth (your peers)
He's really a child who got old in his fears
How to get out: go to God (so near)
Return to natural rhythms (not seers)
Above all, get hyper-creative my dears
Never drink or sink, just persevere
false Christians incite many tears
Begin anew, keep him in the rears
Life is treacherous but fine if you trust God and no beers
It's a man's world won with sweetness and surety
DEDICATED TO THE CHRISTIAN TALIBAN:
who totes his bible to church but never reads it
Hate and uselessness is not divinity but incorrigibility!
No it's not, for the superior man is kind to humans and animals. The mature Christian male reveres his wife for the home she creates but the inferior (modern warped) male could care less--"dusting" and "sweeping" is a just low task while he demands respect for himself, his royal lowness. But if a man respects his wife he will lose his worldly shallow shell and warm-up in heart by loving his wife from the start--for she is home and it's a lark! Losing a good wife is like entering the cold dark--the stark. In my home composed of two cabins I've truly made my mark.
A CHRISTIAN MYSTIC LADY LOVING JESUS, FAMILY AND HOME
Conservative Christian doesn't mean churchist but rather hyper-synchronicity in one's own right-brain reality through the Son in MYSTICAL APPRECIATION of the first heaven: the sun, breeze, silence, moon, stars, revelations, God's superfoods and superherbs, loving animals, being nice to people when you see them. I'm very fortunate to have learned how to value solitude and privacy--how to revel in it! Lately, when I call out to people I just get pride or pugnacity but I really enjoy staying in another time and space with Old Movies, the Amplified Bible or just looking out to the mountain vistas or taking walks. I constantly feel the sense of COLLAPSED TIME, also known as ETERNITY, as the mind goes back to my birth home which resembles my present home, giving me a predestinal sense that everything will be all right (guess I'll always be a Calvinist that way). I love the times of day, the seasons and my synchronicity with animals. Most importantly, I love HOME LIFE FREE OF STRIFE.
Now, no matter what happened the elder may bless his past (triumph or tragedy) and mine it for wisdom. The meaning of the play will now become clear--no more fear, you're becoming a seer. The culture provides few models for "elder mysticism" but sagacity is an achievement to enjoy. Older women feeling obsolete (invisible) in youth culture become radiant as they review the past through panoramic vision--mining their many massive mistakes for wisdom. The result is peace and power, so cut distractions and just start contemplating--can you stop everything and just enjoy this hour? Cut ALL distractions and go inside, that's your power.
I SAW I WAS GOING TO BE A HIT
Soon you're a goldmine of invention and wit--it's so good you'll never quit. To all around you're a perfect fit for you're at the top of your game (as good as it gets). You're a hit (not the pits) for in you wisdom sits. Ignore the sick culture who on you spits (wanting to commit) for you're more than legit. Now just speak out--no need for permits--and to God submit (so through you he may transmit). People are so starved for models you'll infect them with joy (well-lit) to find their place in the cosmos (close-knit).
SUPERFOODS, SUPERHERB TEAS, DRIED TOMATOES AND OLIVES, ALMOND BUTTER AND CELERY. ONCE IN AWHILE, PIECE CHEESE. WHY DOES IT MATTER WHAT WE EAT? TO BE ON THE CUTTING EDGE NOT ALWAYS OUT ON A LEDGE! TO BE BOLD NOT SEEN AS OBSOLETE (GETTING OLD). TO MAKE OUR ELDER YEARS THE BEST--THAT IS THE TEST!
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HELLO FRIENDS. I KNOW IT SOUNDS TOO SIMPLE BUT SUPERFOODS HAVE SOLVED MANY PROBLEMS PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL, ESPECIALLY WHEN I LEARNED TO INCLUDE CELERY TO MY SUPERFOOD SMOOTHIE DIET. WHAT A WONDERFUL THING TO HAPPEN WHEN YOU'RE SICK OF EATING AND JUST WANT TO FAST (HAVE A BLAST): DUE TO THE BROAD SPECTRUM OF MASSIVE BENEFICIAL EFFECTS GOD'S SUPERFOODS DE-AGE US OVERNIGHT SO WE CAN BEGIN ANEW. WHEW: WE'RE ALL RADICALLY DEMINERALIZED BUT BECOME INSTANTLY AGELESS AND FEEL SO GOOD ON THE MAGIC CARPET OF HYPER SYNCHRONICITY WHILE REALIZING OUR GENIUS AND PRE-DESTINY ON EARTH. CACAO FOR EXAMPLE IS THE HIGHEST SOURCE OF ANTI-OXIDANTS, MAGNESIUM, ZINC, COPPER, CHROMIUM AND IRON. WHY THINK OF THE HUNDREDS OF FOODS AND HERBS--JUST TAKE THE TOP FIVE (LIKE CACAO, GOGI, MACA, MARINE PHYTOPLANKTON, SPIRULINA, BEE POLLEN ETC) IN TOTAL SIMPLICITY, BRINGING PROSPERITY AND ABUNDANCE. DECREASE YOUR NEEDS RATHER THAN INCREASE YOUR MEANS! SUCH SIMPLIFICATION AMPLIFIES ABILITIES TO CREATE WHILE HELPING US TO ADAPT TO STRESS, ACTIVATE IMAGINATION AND CREATIVITY AND SENSE OF SELF-SUFFICIENCY. NO MORE ENZYME OR MINERAL-BANKRUPSY, BUT RATHER SUPPORTING OUR BIOLOGY. NOTHING IMPORTANT IS COMPLEX, AND EVERYTHING IMPORTANT IS SIMPLE. THESE ARE THE BEST FOODS IN THE HISTORY OF THE WORLD--JUST ADD THEM IN!
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Karen Gems: "Having escaped the forces of fate now we are in control. As skilled navigators of the waters of existence, we ride with the natural flow of nature's systems and cycles" "The seed symbol is composed of all of our 'peculiarities'. If these are allowed to develop fully, we flourish as the infinite is glorified through us. Just purify, and succumb to your own inner excellence". "Exhaustion is the result of being misjudged by those upon whom we have become dependent. This is a sign that inferior and deceitful people have wormed their way in". "All of life should be joy and singing--the recycling of energy through boredom, melancholy and idle pleasures is draining, difficult and useless. The happy soul seems bathed in light from the ecstasy of the deep mystery inside". "From eye-blinks to posture, the herd dances in perfect synchrony. As uniqueness brings abrupt cut-offs, the genius-misfit develops a fear of harshness and contempt" "We miss the magical moment with meaningless chatter and word salad: social hebephrenia. We mal-adapt to the social clamor by needing it more, enjoying it less. Meanwhile, all creativity stops." "To unfold to the heights is to unpeel culture: the race hypnotic of guilt and shame for being unique. This is memory--sealed in the body with fear". "Being misjudged or rejected b y one upon whom we are dependent brings a giant distortion in the memory. As the rejecter looms large, the result is self-doubt, shame and the compulsion to fail." "The battered wife is addicted to fear--she is hooked to a 'bad father template'. He knows the key to her computer: take credit for good and blame her for bad--he knows it's cruel sadism bringing her abrupt compliance." "Unable to believe he's killing her, she thinks others are trying to, and needs Him--her savior and protector--all the more. When she musters the strength to leave he says "just let me see you for two minutes"
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from DAILY FASTARIAN:
"In this era we’re not permitted to discuss cruelty because it's not "positive" or "loving". This is the new age thought police--they love controlling our thoughts and words and calling it “peace”. It’s because they're split and in denial about what's happening with the rank and file—take note of the spite and hate on the net (just listen a little while, you’ll hear the guile). Things have become vile while you've got style. It's such a trial having to tolerate, for being so versatile you can't endure the sordid trial (the hostile) for you just want the worthwhile. It’s hard to work and maintain the smile. We must be able to describe the archetypes and templates involved, to release and ascend…release and ascend as all loose ends come together. But around new agers this is banned--like never escaping rainy weather. You don't feel light as a feather while living with these types together. For categorizing those in the dark gives us freedom! It’s very right for us to identify and describe cruelty for what it is, for having foreknowledge of climate and conditions you are freer to choose which best suits your needs (for you won't grow amongst the weeds--these low-breeds from bad deeds). If you want prosperity these aren't the seeds for high-speeds. You must discuss their misdeeds to get the proceeds. This is my major call to the elect: don't go blind to the truly unkind, for despite their “loving” image it's the same old grind--they put you in a bind.
MUST BE SAVVY ABOUT THE REAL WORLD
We must gain the instincts of children and animals who are afraid of the mixed-up vibrations of neurotic adults. Only a woman who is savvy about the (psychological) workings of the world can be that lady who everyone admires—she’s not put-down while everyone else stays stupid and cruel in adaptation to their system. You now have the special vision and strength to be the silent female shaman. It's hard to be silent and fast without regressing to belonging styles which are the female neurosis but staying steady will be rewarded with family symbiosis. How she acts has a direct bearing on their life—will it be an instantaneous elevation, or a group-depression into strife? In human packs it can be a sorry tale: if she begins to fail they gang up and make her not the head but the tail. Then it’s very hard getting back up--but through this chapter it’ll become a happy tale"
by Karen Kellock who loves the church but not implacable, mean and useless men